A few days ago it’s happened to be my birthday. It’s been very quiet this year, I don’t really felt it coming and I’m starting to forget how old I am. I have always to think twice before answering. So maybe it’s better to forget.
The first 6 month of this 2016 have not been very soft on my life entourage, someone says that the leap year does not bring any good news, and I can say so, but I also heard about good news, so probably the real meaning of what you see and what you feel depends by the angle you are looking at.
Among my acquaintances, this year, I had 9 or maybe more pregnant chicks and 7 of them have already delivered, 4 boys, 3 girls, and other two are on their way. This is a great angle to see this leap year, isnt’it?
I want for sure to expand my family a little more, and I hope to be able to do so as soon as it comes, and I think that what is happening around me it’s just a little kick from my faith to make me move on and stop just thinking about.
Yesterday evening happened something strange. My son was watching a movie while I was cooking dinner and in this movie there is a song that I already knew, because he has already seen the movie many other times and we went to see it at the teather.
This is the movie
And this is the song
Well, I secretly started crying while I was listening this song because it brought to my mind Mela and all the memories I have of her. I thought about the first moments with her, the cuddles and the naps we took on the sofa while I was living alone, then all the moments when we moved in with D, when Leo arrived at home, when they started playing together. I feel that a part of our family is broken, I miss her too much.
Later I decided to tell my husband, and he told me he felt the same thing, at the same moment, with that song.
So I looked for the lyrics and I felt like it was a message for us, from her. And I hope she’s happy now.
“I’m better now, feel better now.”